So Lazy

I haven't updated the blog in forever it seems like and that is probably because I haven't been doing any kind of regular exercise or eating right. I haven't gained any weight or anything but I haven't lost any. I am almost 100% sure that I won't be down to 200lbs by my birthday so no tattoo for me but eventually. I don't know what is wrong with me lately but I haven't been able to muster up any motivation for anything be it exercise or school or work. I started my new job so I am working better hours now but I still can't make myself go to class. My depression has just gotten really bad lately and it is probably not helped by me not exercising and eating right. My insomnia has gotten bad lately as well so I think I am going to need to go to the doctor and try a different kind of sleeping pill because the one the gave me did not do anything. I am so ready for Christmas break, only a few more weeks and this horrible semester will be over and hopefully I will start feeling better.